Day 27: 1 – “Write about the one person whom you consider as the most important person in your life.”
I have a huge list of important people in my life. They live in my head all day and most nights. They are in the past, but haunt the present. They were called friend, but they changed their titles when the drove off in the dust.
It is my own fault to a certain degree. I fall for people who are not capable of love. I think it is rooted in my fear that I am not deserving of love from humans. I choose the ones that will undoubtedly abandon me when the sun rises the first day of summer.
The person many others will say I should consider the most important is myself. I love myself enough to not be homeless. I work hard to survive. I eat to survive. I survived from terror of my childhood, but I have never lived.
The person that means the most to me at this moment in my life is a little five year old. She is so kind and calls me Baby Ocean. She likes to be around me, most of the time. She has a heart filled with Hope. I pray she will always be that way.
P.S. I think I will skip some of the numbers in the book. There seems to be a lot of repetition in the book. If I think I can make up a story, then I will try that too.
Excerpt From: Scott Green. “397 Journal Writing Prompts & Ideas.” Apple Books.