24 Ghosts

Day 50: 24 – “At 24, what were you doing in your life? Or, if you’re not 24 yet, what are you planning to do or planning to be when you finally reach that age?” I really hate so many of the age prompts in this book. It seems that the writer was not extremely […]

Catch22

Day 48: 22 –”Listen to the song “22” by Taylor Swift and write about how you feel about it.” Why? Why not anybody else, but Taylor Swift? I cannot stand her as a singer and as a persona. I don’t think she is a real person. She does not come off as a genuine person. […]

G is for Grateful

Day 7: “G is for “Grateful.” What are you grateful for right now?” Why do I find it hard to find things to be grateful for in my life? My head is stuck in the past and that is a place of anger. I wish I could just be in the moments when they are […]

F is for Friendship

Day 6: “F is for “Friendship“. What makes a friendship tick?” If there was a topic that I wanted to avoid today it would be friendship. I don’t ship it. There are so many things that can wrong in a friendship, as with any relationship it takes two people with two different perspectives of seeing […]

D is for Death

Day 4: “D is for “Death“. Write about your feelings about death.” Death! I have lived there my whole life. I almost died at birth because I was a blue baby. I stayed that way. Blue. My youngest memory is wishing I was dead or had never been born. I wear it like a chain […]

The Loop of P.T.S.D.

I do not talk about the loop because it seems sort of personal and I hate being judged for something that I have to live with, but I will try to explain it since a friend asked me about it. The loop is a place I get stuck in from time to time. It takes […]

Biking on Day Four

Today was a biking day. I am not sure I like the bicycle as much as walking. I do like the breeze, but the bicycle seat hurts my derrière. I feel sore after riding it. Is that normal? Maybe there is a seat with more cushion I should look into getting. Another problem with this […]

THE BUILDING AND THE OLD MAN (OR HOW LIFE IN CENTRAL EUROPE DESTROYS LOVE)

This is a poem, in the non-traditional sense of poetry, which i wrote in creative writing at Colorado State University. The building is on campus, but it reminded of Hungary. I thought about this building being the other man who came between the Old Man and his wife. I decided to make it into a […]

Happy Birthday Tamas Karoly Pal

Happy Birthday Tamas. i miss you. These songs and scenes remind me of nine years of friendship, which i will never forget. Our favourite series and the best imitation of the chicken dance. You saved my life and then you took it away. And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all […]

Winter

Winter knocks without invite enters, It is I who leaves the open door, it is I who anticipates his return, it is I who Loves his presence yet it is on his terms. Winter surveys decides it’s time to settle deciding where to settle d o w n he spreads himself across the land […]