T is for Trouble

Day 20: “T is for “Trouble”. When was the last time that you got into trouble?” Oh wow! A girl in trouble is a temporary thing. Is the first thing I think of when I hear the word trouble. I cannot think of the last time I got in trouble. If it is difficulty kind […]

#817 Eels – Beautiful Freak

I am definitely a fan of the Eels. The only consistent member of the Eels is Mark Oliver Everett also known as E. I think I relate to his music because of the lyrics which touches on every subject from death, loneliness, childhood innocence, depression, and unrequited love. I live in all those every day […]

#736 The Smashing Pumpkins – Siamese Dream

The Smashing Pumpkins is one of the bands I have been a fan of since the beginning, but eventually I stopped noticing them. I am not sure why. I had all their albums from Gish to Adore. I cannot remember if I saw them in concert or not. It was a fuzzy time for me when […]

#651 The Cure – Disintegration

There are a few albums that you know so well and you know the score you will give it before you listen to for the 100th time. The Cure‘s Disintegration is that album. This album came out at the right time of my life. I could feel everything in it. Even today when I put […]

#584 The Smiths – The Queen Is Dead

The Smiths return with their third studio album The Queen Is Dead. I had this album on CD when I first started buying them. I know I will love it. I had trouble getting through this album because I was already dealing with a deep depression. It is one of those where I am not […]

The Loop of P.T.S.D.

I do not talk about the loop because it seems sort of personal and I hate being judged for something that I have to live with, but I will try to explain it since a friend asked me about it. The loop is a place I get stuck in from time to time. It takes […]

#461 The Cure – Seventeen Seconds

The Cure is one of the bands from the 80s that I love. I saw them in concert once. Their sound and lyrics spoke to me. Robert Smith is a lyrical poet and he knows how to make his voice emote passion and sadness that we all feel at one time or another. Seventeen Seconds […]

Biking on Day Four

Today was a biking day. I am not sure I like the bicycle as much as walking. I do like the breeze, but the bicycle seat hurts my derrière. I feel sore after riding it. Is that normal? Maybe there is a seat with more cushion I should look into getting. Another problem with this […]

Life Alone

I have not written anything about my life in a long time so this is an update. I am alone in this world. I do not really have many friends. I had a best friend six years ago in Hungary, but he showed me that people cannot be trusted. These past six years have been […]

#261 Nick Drake – Pink Moon

Pink Moon is the third and final album from Nick Drake. This is a story of a battle of depression and a war lost. This will be the easiest review of all. This is a beautiful album from Drake. This album makes me feel so sad. It is a travesty this was his last album. […]