an ocean roars

Day 76: “Pretend that you’re a singer or you’re part of a band. What do you want to call your first album?” That is really an easy one because I would call it the same as my blog an ocean roars. I would use small letters. It represents me using my voice to speak my […]

N is for Night

Day 14: “N is for “Night”. What do you love to do during night time?” I cannot get to sleep at a decent hour most nights. I am a bit of a night bird. I believe one of the reasons that I cannot sleep is that I think there are things happening in the world […]

M is for Memory

Day 13: “M is for “Memory”. Write about your most painful memory, or something that you really do not want to look back on.” I wish I could say this was hard to do because I don’t have any painful memories, but I have so many that the hardest part is choosing one memory. My […]

#1001 The White Stripes

I have finally reached the last album on 1001 Albums You Must Hear Before You Die, edited by Robert Dimery. Unfortunately it is not a band that I really like. This is The White Stripes second appearance on the list and it was eventually removed from it in a later edition. Get Behind Me Satan […]

The Loop of P.T.S.D.

I do not talk about the loop because it seems sort of personal and I hate being judged for something that I have to live with, but I will try to explain it since a friend asked me about it. The loop is a place I get stuck in from time to time. It takes […]

Biking on Day Four

Today was a biking day. I am not sure I like the bicycle as much as walking. I do like the breeze, but the bicycle seat hurts my derrière. I feel sore after riding it. Is that normal? Maybe there is a seat with more cushion I should look into getting. Another problem with this […]

Life Alone

I have not written anything about my life in a long time so this is an update. I am alone in this world. I do not really have many friends. I had a best friend six years ago in Hungary, but he showed me that people cannot be trusted. These past six years have been […]

#184 John Lennon – John Lennon/Plastic Ono Band

John Lennon was the one Beatle that I hated. I could not stand his voice and his philosophy that he preached. I do not like people who think they do not believe in God so they are better than those who do and vice versa. This is the problem today. We all have different beliefs […]

#173 Alexander ‘Skip’ Spence – Oar

Alexander ‘Skip’ Spence is one of those artist I have never heard of before today. Yet, he had a great career in the music business prior to his single solo effort Oar. He played the drums on the first Jefferson Airplane album, the guitarist in Quicksilver Messenger Service, and he was the co-founder of Moby […]

1001 Albums You Must Hear Before You Die

I used to write a lot before I moved to the USA five years ago. I suffered from a deep depression that has never left my side and it is partly due to PTSD and the rest is none of your business. No, I was not a soldier in a war, unless you consider my […]